[He doesn't look away from the bandages on her arm, he feels like that would be worse if he did like he wants to. It's a horrible fucking reminder exactly because of what it looks like - not even because of what it is. The spotting on the white bandages are in the shape of teeth and it makes him shiver.
But that's all it takes for him to square his jaw and decide: no. No I'm not doing that today.
Cato forces himself to look at her face.]
I know it's because of me.
[He sounds steady enough, and that's a good thing on it's own.]
What I meant was that...[He's trying to avoid the words 'I feel' because he hates them.]
Drafts, hunting, fighting, anything we do together...we're not really doing it together are we?
[Holy shit he sounds like an idiot. A fucking moron. His face turns red and he's so ready to just get up and hide in the fucking bed like a lunatic.]
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[He doesn't look away from the bandages on her arm, he feels like that would be worse if he did like he wants to. It's a horrible fucking reminder exactly because of what it looks like - not even because of what it is. The spotting on the white bandages are in the shape of teeth and it makes him shiver.
But that's all it takes for him to square his jaw and decide: no. No I'm not doing that today.
Cato forces himself to look at her face.]
I know it's because of me.
[He sounds steady enough, and that's a good thing on it's own.]
What I meant was that...[He's trying to avoid the words 'I feel' because he hates them.]
Drafts, hunting, fighting, anything we do together...we're not really doing it together are we?
[Holy shit he sounds like an idiot. A fucking moron. His face turns red and he's so ready to just get up and hide in the fucking bed like a lunatic.]