shenevermisses: (Waiting for it)
Clove ([personal profile] shenevermisses) wrote2012-09-23 01:51 am

8th throw - [ written ]

[It's late. It's very, very late. But Clove can't sleep. Maybe it's because of the ever changing date in her Journal, September slipping away, making way for October.

Maybe it's the truce. And the talk of a feast some time ago. And the better and better looking apples in the store. Because it's getting to be autumn, and that's when they're the best. Maybe it's just her thinking too much.

Either way, she's awake in the middle of the night from a nightmare. She hates sleeping inside, and even the open windows do little to really set her mind at ease. ...Maybe she'll sneak out one, make no sound leaving or coming back. A little note for Cato to tell him she'll be back.

Get out and hunt. Or just run. Run as fast as she can as far away from the village as she can go. Run until she trips and falls or until her sides hurt too much and she has to stop. Then eventually come back and pretend like she never left.

She doesn't do that just yet, instead writing in the Journal. Maybe it won't be seen until morning or afternoon. But she needs to have it out there.]


I want to speak with someone in the medical profession. I have questions.
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[personal profile] geniustheveil 2012-10-02 09:26 am (UTC)(link)
It can seem hopeless, especially when it already seems to be done and over.

But I've learned something, back in my world, and being here, too. It's hard to say, and hard to believe in, but sometimes things can still work out even when it seems impossible.

[She's seen destruction, and renewal. Death, and new life. She's seen those horrible, irrevocable tragedies reversed.]
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[personal profile] geniustheveil 2012-10-03 12:03 am (UTC)(link)
I understand. I want to go back, but I don't think people should be forced to that, just like we shouldn't be forced to be here.
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[personal profile] geniustheveil 2012-10-03 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
I think it's worth fighting them. It'd be better if it could be solved another way, but so far that's had no success. And what's happening here is wrong, and needs to be stopped.
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[personal profile] geniustheveil 2012-10-03 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
[It takes awhile this time, before a reply comes; as if the writer were hesitant.]

I think it's more important to fight for something you can believe in, than to win. Even if that means it might not be your victory.
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[personal profile] geniustheveil 2012-10-03 02:54 am (UTC)(link)
There are things worth giving your life to. [Her mission as a soldier. Not her princess, but her beloved friend. Her comrades. The innocent people harmed by the enemy.]

But I think people have to find those and decide those for themselves.