[She's lying. She doesn't want to be here. She wants to be in another fight, drenched in blood, sleeping for just a few hours in order to survive. Because as long as she's fighting to stay alive -- as long as there's something like that to think about...
Interesting? It was Halloween, so there were a few Shifts, but none of them were the bad kind. We had some ghosts who were pranking people, and a huuuuuuuuge corn maze, and there was a lot of candy and night-time parties thrown by the ghosts. Oh, and the ponies put on a different sort of Halloween party on the 31st, too!
I don't think anything really happened besides the Halloween-ish shifts, though.
[She's never heard of Halloween, but that doesn't really matter to her. What does is how the girl talks about it. Is this what kids are like outside of Panem?]
[ That's a weak reassurance, but she manages it, and...it does make it better, but also worse, too. She's not sure how you're supposed to feel about someone dying if they're coming back. Does that make it wrong to grieve?
Still, Ikki just wants to focus on the coming back part. ]
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[She's lying. She doesn't want to be here. She wants to be in another fight, drenched in blood, sleeping for just a few hours in order to survive. Because as long as she's fighting to stay alive -- as long as there's something like that to think about...
The nightmares can't catch up.]
How were things here?
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I don't think anything really happened besides the Halloween-ish shifts, though.
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Sounds like fun.
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It wasn't too bad, the draft. [Says the girl who lives on the fighting.]
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Really? ...That's good, though. Some of the people coming back looked pretty bad.
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Cato and I got a little scratched up, but that was about the worst of it. For us, at least.
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Maybe there are places where kids don't think like that.]
I hope they're back soon.
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[ That's a weak reassurance, but she manages it, and...it does make it better, but also worse, too. She's not sure how you're supposed to feel about someone dying if they're coming back. Does that make it wrong to grieve?
Still, Ikki just wants to focus on the coming back part. ]
Anyway, I should let you rest.
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[Not that she can. Not with the nightmares. But she doesn't need to say that.
Though, after a moment, she does say one word. One very uncommon word for her:]
Thanks.
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[ It's a rhetorical question, said lightly.
And yeah, that probably explains why Clover has a small child checking in on her every so often. Ikki's pretty determined about that sort of thing. ]
I'll see you later, Clover! Sleep well.