[She can feel the anger bubbling up inside of her, an almost uncharacteristic hatred of the other girl right now. She shouldn't feel like this. Clove has done nothing to provoke her ire. Not really. She just... believed in her. Believed in her like every other idiot that Katniss got killed.
In a way, she had been responsible for Clove's death in the arena. If the other girl hadn't been so intent on killing her, hadn't been so intent on making the kill hurt by bringing up Rue, maybe Thresh wouldn't have gone after Clove right away. Maybe she wouldn't have been distracted. Maybe she would have been able to run.
She won't be responsible for Clove's death again. For any reason.]
Luceti can find a new Mockingjay.
[And with that, she closes the journal before she says anything she might really regret.]
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In a way, she had been responsible for Clove's death in the arena. If the other girl hadn't been so intent on killing her, hadn't been so intent on making the kill hurt by bringing up Rue, maybe Thresh wouldn't have gone after Clove right away. Maybe she wouldn't have been distracted. Maybe she would have been able to run.
She won't be responsible for Clove's death again. For any reason.]
Luceti can find a new Mockingjay.
[And with that, she closes the journal before she says anything she might really regret.]